Or, it could be one of the lowest.
For 8 weeks and 2 days I have been silently, anxiously awaiting news of the IVF Grant that we applied for.
Well, I was in contact with someone from the foundation this week and assured that I haven’t missed any previous announcements and that they were making their decision on Tuesday night and would be contacting the selected couples on Friday.
Friday is almost here.
This grant would mean SO many things to us. To even apply was a HUGE step. Not quite as hard as it was to set up our YouCaring account, but same concept.
It’s not easy to ask for help. Especially when it comes to something that most people don’t understand.
Things have felt like they are really looking up lately and I am nervously, excitedly, terrifyingly, anxiously, nauseously awaiting our answer. I’m going to have to work really hard to not check my email every 15 seconds! But with all the packing we have to do, I should be able to stay pretty busy!
Either way, I know that we are strong. We are resourceful. And we WILL make it!! I know that whether or not we are able to get pregnant, that we will be parents someday.
But getting this grant would ABSOLUTELY change our lives!
When you say your prayers tonight, would you please pray that first of all, I would sleep tonight! And also, that we will have peace. Regardless of the answer, that we will remember that it is all in God’s hands and He knows exactly how our story goes.
But mostly, please pray that tomorrow might be the Best. Day. EVER.